Friday, July 29, 2005


Love is so frustrating. one moment you need it. another moment you don't. When you are up for love, it aint up for you. such simple sentences. Such profound meaning. well study week is almost over. revisions are only half pass six. Have not caught much of what's taught. The constant building pressure is killing me. Why didn't I study earlier. Life has always been full of regrets. *Pissed. Waiting for trian at dhoby ghaut. Some "girl" behind me BURPED. A loud one. Where has all the girl attitude gone. BURPING should be left to guys. God made man and woman for a purpose. Time to think where teachings of man and woman went. Shouldn't guys be the rowdy ones. And girls try to maintain to be the gentle, sweet, and loving one? Right? the world is taking pictures. Flashes left and right is making me giddy. whats so interesting about the mrt. Whats worse? They were singaporeans. *knock... Ah. Something caught my eye. An artificial brella on the mrt's handrail. Cool. i'll snap a picture later. :)) oops, didn't I just commented on the phototaking in Singapore. Right.. today I woke up late again? I was supposed to meet yos at 11am at westmall to study maths and analogue electricity? Happen to wake up at 1020. crap and after I left home. I realized. I did not take my promoter time sheet. And not passing the time sheets up today, simply means no money next month. And I don't want that. I need the money. I have to eat. I have to shop. I have to play. I have so many things to do with the money I earnt. And I resulted being late late at westmall. Yos was just busy looking through his notes and sipping his drink. Had my share of food. Moved on to studying too. Realized that some of the electrical principles I always regarded as difficult appeared so simple and basic to me! I had lots of fun studying. Talking about girls we met. Talking how to solve tough circuits. Life was great. And did I mention. We were at burger king. One of the staff like cheated my fries? I told her I plainly wanted the burger and a regular drink? She charged me the price of a normal value meal. I was like what the hell. So early in the morning. Don't want to argue with you. How nice I am right? ;) after studying till like 4+ I left for my meeting. At Alexendra road, I forgot the buses to take and had no choice but to pester Joy Poh to give me the bus numbers. Got there earlier than expected. And luckily I saw my "mummy" aka the boss. She pulled me into the office where another promoter was already there. And after that I didn’t feel dumb to come so early. Hush. Meeting started at 715. was greeted with the smell of good food. The nokia meeting cum gathering was great. Starting to feel welcomed. All thanks to that singtel desire roadshow. Finally clicked. Woohoo. the purpose of me at today's meeting was the N90. i assumed i'll get the phone to play with. Yet. Disappointed again. Well. Heres an insider comment on that phone. NO vibration mode. One full timer mentioned it as VIBRATOR. (DUMB) i was like pondering. Since when. Since when nokia moved to pleasure. *ahem. ;)) 2ndly the phone is real bulky. The text input is small. Very small. Fonts not increase-able. New basic phones like 6030 and 1600. BOTH are seriously major basic phones. The 6030 has only, radio? And other than that, there are no more special features. Gosh. And 1600? Its boasts to have a 65k colored screen? And when u actually look at the real thing? I looks as if it is only running on a 4k colored screen. But what’s so cool? You just have to hold the star key on the phone. And the time is being read out. Like in 4 programmable language. "English. Chinese. Malay. Vietnamese." THE TIME IS 108AM. Cool huh. But other than that. You might go HUH when you see it. Huh! So lousy one arh. END. :) back to criticism. NOKIA permanent(perm) staff. The promoters, they already earn enough. yet they keep interfering with the part timer's incentives. Hello... We are after all your seniors in this field. You guys bearly even have ½ a year's working experience at nokia. Bleargh. our boss was saying about sponsoring upgrades from a 2G sim to a 3G one. At every 3G roadshow. Part timers get $20 extra each day to use the 3G service during the roadshow. and the full timers had to say: allowance too much. 3G only 10¢ a min. $10 enough. Like... Shut up full timers. They make me boil on top of the pressure I already have from studies. Simply... Dciks. Come on, we are students, we are poor enough. Why reduce our pocket money! And frankly? Those full timers look really odd. Like 90% smoke. 90% are bengs. Well, there goes the Nokia's friendly impression. Boo! Admiralty Station. Enough for now.

hmmm. i think i'm in love. maybe not. maybe?

Ciao.

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