Friday, January 13, 2006

Ah. Uncovering the shock in the mirror. Pimples. Pimples AND MORE... blarddy hell. the more i come to think of it. the more i can imagine me looking like the future mark lee. and taking things positively. he's rich. famous. (singapore context). And talking about the ZIT problem... i have traced the footsteps of the zits. and found out. 99% has to do with the stress related examinations. which was one hell of a week. Studying maths over and over. Ciruits over and over. and over. Doesnt make you sick. What does... is... seeing your friend everyday! and whats more. after every 10-12 hours of seperation to sleep. you wake up. finding yourself going to study with them again! not that i dislike them. but i feel that meeting guys that often is rreallly not right. and with one of them even calling me 'darling' you really have to take your stand. :D
i'm freaking awake. at 4.14 in the morning? er. blame it on the past few nights. i started studying from this time till the paper ends! tough? but bearable. why? cause... i'm Garrick! i would like to talk about the week, since i'm bored.
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monday
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Woke up to horror. exams, the start of the actual week of exams. normally. i'll never feel so bad, worried over a paper. but the feelings poured in. the weather killed-ed it even more. which was really demoralizing. waited outside the lecture theatre for the green light to enter. every one around me was talking about 'mathematics with calculus (A-0 maths) ' and it was really scary. everyone was mumbling things about 'dy/dx' which really added to the headache. at least i survived the entrance. the paper was an average paper, some tough questions... and some give away marks, which i added? and turns out. i could pass this.
finished the paper.
studied again.
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tuesday
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shocked. killings around me. its the Hari Raya Haji. I meant killing of the goats for the needy. haha. sheesh. i lost a wire in my head. i think. well. woke up, felt bad. even the 8 hr sleep. cause. my guy buddies kept calling me to wake up... i know i was late. and thats why they called. and their never stopping phone rings, made me have another anger sparked morning. Got slightly 'piss-a-fied' studied for like 8-9 hours straight? and i didnt understand a single thing. reached home at about 1130. decided to study. and the feeling kept pushing me on fueling my energy giving me that never ending Boooooost. and result of not sleeping that night? amazing. (i lost 20 pounds! in 6 hours! isnt that great?) whats really so amazing is that i managed to really understand what the blardy question wants and the method to solving it. i felt really happy that day. and really really high. what added to the high-ness. my study buddy called.
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Weekwan (WK): Garrick morning.
Me: Helloo.
WK: you didnt sleep?
Me: How the hell you know. I havent told anyone about it yet.
WK: come on. you sound so awake. so not you.
Me: What. actually true. so anyway... what's up.
WK: i'm driving. want me to pick you up to school?
Me: Yea SURE! why would i reject a mercs ride to school!
WK: Okay. see you in 20 minutes.
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Waited at the bus stop. Saw his car ( not really his. His dad's. His dad's boss's?) complicated thing. i saw the car. and it was like speeding at 110Km/hr towards the bus stop? and i was standing in the middle of the lane? ( getting his attention ) its was so scary. and indeed you pay for safety. he stopped right infront me. at least he didnt skid.
Finished my Paper. and was driven home for a 2 hour sleep.
Woke up.
Studied again.
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wednesday
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Stressed out. realised a big zit popped out. trying to study the entire morning. Was very distracted because of the clocks were all... not synchronized. 3 clocks in my room? all 3 had totally different timings. and no matter how many times i tune to the actual time. it some how experiences.. jet lag? :D Because of the distraction i didnt really know the subject in and out. i only know the basics of each section. and if that wasnt enough. i spent 4 hours figuring how to do a 1.5 hours paper. another paper doomed to fail. or at least not get an average result.
Opened the script. saw questions that were manageable(right?) was required to complete 5 out of 7 questions. Did 3 questions in 30 mins. and i accidentally slept for 30 mins. and rushed the last 2 questions in 30 mins. perfect planning?!
Finished the paper. friends suggested to go to plaza singapura to play the latest arcade games. i was free so i agreed. reached there. played till 6?
left with one friend for dinner. and as we were taking the post dinner stroll. a lady that looked like a dee-jay from power 98 approached us, passed us 'live 8' concert tickets. (was screening at GV for free.) and feeling young and bored. i dragged my friend to watch. as expected it was the awareness program that artistes all around the world sing to stop poverty. and they dont need your money. (something the singapore charities should consider. rather then doing the same stunts every year. do something like a singing marathon or something. At least it's something new to look forward to?) I basically enjoyed the 1.5 hours video screening of the international concert. bands like U2, greenday and many more were singing. and i was also singing (in silence). Left for home. watched tv, channel hopped. eventually slept. and i leads to the top of this blog. morning!?!

wishing a pass for christmas 2006.

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