Wednesday, January 04, 2006

keeping the vows. here comes 06, bye 05. thats life? whats better to start this year by actually having exams on the 2nd week of the first month. like why! and why is it that poly students have to actually study during this festive periods while our breaks are like... in the middle of no where? why? are we not that important? i feel sick anyway. have had a tummy ache since... fri? had a super bad headache on sunday. which was new year day. which again... i had to work. i was drowning myself with panadols every 2 hours? and the pian couldnt really stop. but skipped through the day. and the pay was miserable. $15 and hour. when most of my collegues promised me a pay of a $21? for the weekend? and only after starting work. all i understand from my boss was.. $10.50 an hour on sat. and $15 on sunday. but at least i did not have to do much talking. cause i clinched 6 sales in 2 days! low? i had a roadshow not selling a set at all! and that definitely redefines sad. back to date. i'm feeling lost. when ever i'm in school.. i'll ponder as i see my dragon boat friends walk past. and i remember working out with them and leaving me to think. what have i been doing not working out with them. whats holding me back? leaves me to think really really hard. and i'm still thinking. haha. and with the new year, you definitely need resolutions. and i promised to keep 3 this year.

1: Not going to date a girl for a year.
2: Not spending unnessecary money.
3: Get a LV bag for mummy!!!

alright... all might seem like a joke. but think about it. its a resolution! and its something u have to try to keep. more like... a fulfilment?
Studying has started for me. its back at the library... sitting and doing the same thing for the next few days. education? i think it is. studied yesterday at cine's burger king. which was ultimately a no choice thing. when my friends and i decided to step out of cine, it started raining. so turned out studying in town! and at burger king. there was this couple. young couple. 15 year old or so i guess. one's from 'scgs' the other 'acs : barker' they were licking each other in the front of burger king. every one was staring. including me. what happen to privacy. why in public. i dont mind they do that. its maybe their form of love? but in public. gross? back on track. i'm in school now. and instead of studying. i'm blogging.
great.

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